Well, I've only lost my grandpa. Actually he wasn't even related to me but thats how I thought of him my whole life. I never think of him anymore and he died just a year ago. In fact when he died I wasn't surprised and it didn't bother me at all. I guess I can take death a lot easier than most people. I wish I could sympathize with you but I never met her, I know if my grandma died might be sad as she's one of my favorite people ever, but I'd get over it eventually. I'd say sorry for your loss but I know thats something you probably don't want to hear.